To dear:

i know i should'nt have scolded you like this. sorry.

but i hope you'll understand how i feel too.

-the enamoured-

every thing changed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every thing has changed.

he let me down for few days. i even cried.i went to tuition just now. i stepped into my classroom with my terrible face. it's really early, and so onli isaac was in the classroom. he was like, "what happenned to you?"

still my mouth was closed tightly, it was like, it's always very rare to get to hear my voice.

and it's not the truth.

i really cant stand that feeling anymore. so i ran upstair and phoned maggie ng.

i really dont have to endure all these.

it's really difficult for me to raise my head up because i cant help with tears dropping.

isaac kept said, "oi tell me what happened."

I either nodded or shook my head ,i evaded his question.

Mr. Kelvin, kept asking "are you ok? did i make you angry? or isaac did it?"

thanks for caring ^^

i have received a message from eric.

When i day dream,

i see you in the sky

when i eat,

i see you in my rice

When i pangsai,

i see you in my sai

sometimes you KANASAI but i message you

cause i CHINCAI.

i smiled. thanks eric^^

i think i heard hui chee asked whether did i cried.

after that she asked me, "you were moody just now?"

thanks for your concern^^

but everything is ok now. my dear asked his father. surprisingly his father say ok if someone could fetch him.

i really dont understand y he's so scare of his father.... his father is such a benign, tender,considering and etc man. LOL. look like fawning and toadying his father.

anyway im happy now ^^

i sincerely hope that my dear could attend my birthday celebration tomorrow.

now every thing changed. i knew , guan yin, my godmother will always protect me.

LOL y i suddenly say this kind of old stuff.

-the enamoured-

can anyone tell me wat to do for this holiday? stuck at home everyday and it's my grandma house OH MY GOSH!

for the rest of my holiday im staying here . no working cause i have no time for it.

oi krystle when you go yamcha with me? you always manage to do it but you alway.s fail it.

if i sleep until late afternoon mama will harangue non-stop.

i used to sleep till 1pm but now 11am LOL.

nothing productive i have done.

oh my the building infront of my mama house will be demolished very soon. and one more thing!!!! this saturday we'll get the key for our new house XD XD. fear came back to me once again. OH!!!!!!!! should i choose to sleep downstair alone and i can own a bathroom or sleep upstair with my family but without my own bathroom??? really confused me!!!!!!!

sleep downstair alone behind de kitchen damn scary . if i sleep upstair i dont have my own bathroom wo. my parents dint abuse me. i was forced to choose either the small room or the one downstair because the big room does'nt suits me. something about geomantic .

so... i think i will choose the room downstair... althought it's abit...... scary in the night. maybe someone pass by my window .......

OMG!!!!!!

i'll place a cabinet there if i could!

or maybe someone hide in the toilet..... OMG OMG OMG.

STOP THINKING!!!

T.T

-the enamoured-

my dear is not a loser

he's a wonderful creature.

-the enamoured-

not everything in my blog is refering to you.

dont act ridiculously

-the enamoured-

wtf

i just want you to spare me a day .

-the enamoured-

happy monthly anniversary dear

hoho. i really forgot le leh.

love and miss you too mmmmmuackxxxxx^^ when i was in taiwan, i missed you too ^^

ya lah,

"true love can last forever"

you are right ^^

-the enamoured-