act emo de stupid face

^^

-the enamoured-

went to the new house twice.... discussed whether how to fix up our house....got a lot of things to do ...... overall it's a costly renovation....... haiz.... so still discussing whether do we really need to renovate all we wanted to or not.my room have got a lot of renovation need to be done.... hit down two sides wall to extend my room, change all the tiles.....change all the windows....toilet also.... aiya... still got alot... i really hope to move in soon lo.... but, base on the situation now, it's really difficult to say whether when we could move in..... somemore we have to find albert ee one more time to give us advices.for the first time he came to my new house...... albert ee very pro in geomantic thingy, but he only charged few hundred for what he had done. normally it cost thousands. so it worths la.

-the enamoured-

LOL. i really dunno y im so happy today. maybe evrything has settled down.

i felt so stupid, coward so wat? loser so wat? useless so wat? as long as he loves me, everything is fine. nothing's made perfect.

right?

GOSH I LOVE HIM!

although he cant hang out with me whenever i wanted to,

he loves me.

although he dont have enough money,

he came just for me.

although i asked him to stay with a brutal manner.

he stayed.

-the enamoured-

"marry me la"

i burst into laughter when i heard wat you say,

in the same time, deep down in my heart, i almost burst into tears after i heard wat you said.

-the enamoured-

i have celebrated my birthday in ts today.

it's a goods news that my dear has attended my birthday today.

he attended my birthday party,but the celebration was ended up with anger and tears.

ya, i admit im wrong in this case, i should'nt have scolded you infront of many people moreover it's in the public.

then we headed to cinema.... we bought tickets for "christmas carol".

we did'nt talk to each other in the cinema....of course i cried... i'm weepy.

after we finished watching the movie, i ran away without their knowledge.

im sorry because i've made maggie ng worried about me. sorry really sorry......and i admit i was being too impetuous.sorry...

after maggie ng and her hubby went to gasolie, i found swj and returned

his phone.i walked away secretly.... he walked away too. few minutes later , i looked back but soon i realized he's not there anymore.

so i message him... ask him where he went to... then he answered... "going bck home.bye"

i was shocked and have blurted out some words. "i dont want you go home"

but he did'nt bother to reply my message.

(contrary to my ecpectation. HE STAYED!!!)

so i thought he went home. i met maggie ng in gasoline , sat there and wept. after they have finished their dinner, we separated outside gasoline.

i found my mom infront S&J. i told her to wait me there cause i wanted to go home.... i dont want to stay there anymore...of course, she saw my terrible face.

MAGGiEMOM

look at ur face, sure not happy again la., swj dint come a?

he came....

then? wat time? so early wanna go home org? now onli 6 something. just now you told us that you wanna stay here up to 8 pm somemore.

he arrived around 3 something.... he go home le....

har? y so early?

argued again.....

everytime also argue. haih.

after she had finished

her speech, she walked away and sat down again.

EI? THAT ONE NOT SWJ MEI ?

i looked at the direction where she had poited at.

i ran towards him and left my mom behind....

i said sorry to him... i knew i was wrong to scold him like this.

he did'nt bother about me. just stood there. i followed behind him from here to there. at last he went to a place... where we can find a lot of game... he glanced around, looked at someone else, still i was behind him. He played basketball after he had changed some token. i just stood aside and looked at the basket.

after he finished playing twice, he holded my hand (LOL) and left that place.then i asked him... where he want to go to? he say dunno... then i said, wanna eat dinner?

I went to gasoline once again. GUESS WAT?

i sat at ur place maggie ng, know what you made that place dirty before you left.

the waiter gave me the menu. then i ordered a cheezy fried rice, and sky juice with a slice of lemon. he's busy with his itouch. i asked him to order wat he wanted to eat. he glanced through the menu and say dunno. since he dunno wat to eat, i asked the waiter to take order.

y i do it so quickly? cause i knew he'll eat my food. and it really happened. when i was waiting for my delicacies. he asked me to sit beside him, (those who went to gasoline be4 you all should know the table is square shaped right?), when i was trying to move my body, a question flashed through my mind, then i asked him , " y cant you sit beside me?"

He did'nt say a word at first... after that he said, "dont wanna sit beside me then fine la..."

..........................i moved my body and sat beside him. then he wound his hand around me neck and laid my head on his shoulder (so sweet XD) .then forgot le... how we get to talk to each other.... the food was served by the waiter very soon , see, i told you, he ate my food. somemore he asked me to feed him. then i fed him. then i said,

" your hand so free o? "

then he say "you make my hand busy lo"

" ok la, you feed me, take off the chicken pls i dont like it, remember org" then he smiled and said ok lo . then he fed, few minutes later , he asked "oi a , let my hand freen can?" " fine la fine la"

then i fed him again... he's like a small child cause he lean on my shoulder, open the mouth and let me feed him. after that he said not enough o, so we ordered banana board. (he choose la.).we stayed there up to 8.40pm.

the party turned out to be very successful lo. haha.

maggie ng if you wanna know more phone me lo haha.

-the enamoured-

To dear:

i know i should'nt have scolded you like this. sorry.

but i hope you'll understand how i feel too.

-the enamoured-

every thing changed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every thing has changed.

he let me down for few days. i even cried.i went to tuition just now. i stepped into my classroom with my terrible face. it's really early, and so onli isaac was in the classroom. he was like, "what happenned to you?"

still my mouth was closed tightly, it was like, it's always very rare to get to hear my voice.

and it's not the truth.

i really cant stand that feeling anymore. so i ran upstair and phoned maggie ng.

i really dont have to endure all these.

it's really difficult for me to raise my head up because i cant help with tears dropping.

isaac kept said, "oi tell me what happened."

I either nodded or shook my head ,i evaded his question.

Mr. Kelvin, kept asking "are you ok? did i make you angry? or isaac did it?"

thanks for caring ^^

i have received a message from eric.

When i day dream,

i see you in the sky

when i eat,

i see you in my rice

When i pangsai,

i see you in my sai

sometimes you KANASAI but i message you

cause i CHINCAI.

i smiled. thanks eric^^

i think i heard hui chee asked whether did i cried.

after that she asked me, "you were moody just now?"

thanks for your concern^^

but everything is ok now. my dear asked his father. surprisingly his father say ok if someone could fetch him.

i really dont understand y he's so scare of his father.... his father is such a benign, tender,considering and etc man. LOL. look like fawning and toadying his father.

anyway im happy now ^^

i sincerely hope that my dear could attend my birthday celebration tomorrow.

now every thing changed. i knew , guan yin, my godmother will always protect me.

LOL y i suddenly say this kind of old stuff.

-the enamoured-